There is more. I tried to write this past week and I didn't have any words. I have pen pals and they are waiting for my letters and I have not been able to put pen to paper. Maybe my writing was like Forrest Gump's running. One day, he stopped and he was done running. Maybe I am done writing. I hope this is not true as I love writing but things are happening all over the place in my life. Definitely transition stuff is occurring and I am stuck. STUCK!!!
I'm going to blame a piece of it on Covid. Covid has me in a stressed out place. I am understanding my previous coping mechanisms. I have had moments of clarity. I have had moments of anxiety. I have had moments of hope. So... I'm here telling you that I am stuck and that I will have to unravel it all like Christmas lights. Maybe by the time Christmas comes, I will be able to find a way to tell it all. It's like the dried garbanzo beans I have been eating. They are all stuck in my throat and I need time to clear my throat.
Until then, Friends, send a prayer my way. God is good. He is faithful and he is able. Praise the Lord!!!
Love the way you express your thoughts or not. Believe me, I can relate.
ReplyDeleteI find myself in a perpetual state of feeling stuck. Stuck in my thoughts, my tasks,I'm even stuck right now on how to finish this comment. How about I pray for you & you pray for me on how to move beyond the Stuck 😳🙏