It's the end of the year and as a teacher, this is the time of the year where I struggle the most. I can't seem to do everything that I need to do. Today there was church. I love going to church. It is always such a privilege for me to attend. I need to be around my brothers and sisters learning about God's Word. I kid you not. I love it!!!
Here's the thing. Maybe today I was more than just a little tired. My stomach has been acting up. I think I was talking about my stomach issues in vivid color with my friend from church. I now realize that she must think that I'm horrific. What's wrong with me? I'm tired but it isn't normal tired. It's PMS tired. I don't know if you can relate. So there are aches and pains as I start cramping and then there is what my husband used to call, BP, the Bottomless Pit. He would say, "Have the stomach gods been appeased?" He used to get so upset with me.
So I have a lot of stuff going on but I know, cause I know that I look the way I feel and then some. I promise you that my concealer quit the job. My hair? I have long curly hair and now I look like I have the long curly hair of someone who doesn't care. Do you know what that looks like? Not good!!!!
I also have a touch, a teensy touch of mom brain. Go to the kitchen. What did I come in here for? Get back to the room. Oh Yeah!!! Go back to the kitchen. What was it? I forget. So I'm making a decision. I am going to bed and I will reset tomorrow morning. Tomorrow will be a better day. Or I'll look worse.